Tonight I've started reading Girl, Interrupted which I've been meaning to read for months and months. This week I've been plagued with anxiety and sadness, to top it off I've been feel nauseous since Wednesday. My doctor upped my medication by 10mgs a fortnight ago but it hasn't seem to of helped. I can't stand the short and sometimes long periods of depression, it often feels like I'm choking on my tears and my heart starts to feel heavy. As for the anxiety, those periods last for less than an hour but are hard to handle, I feel like escaping from my body.